Life right now is getting pretty interesting. I know that the world is changing. It has to. New things must be created. I'm aware that the world is turning so things must change. But here's the thing, I'm scared of change. Thats just the truth. Right now I have to get out and actually be an adult. I'm out there doing so many things. To Write Love UNF is slowly coming along. With everything that I'm doing in life, I just can't do it on my own. So, I set up a facebook group asking if anyone would even be interested in being a part of it. I need people. I mean, you can't have a student club without students. Just doesn't work. So, its two days later and there are currently 38 people asking if they can be a part of it. You have no idea how much this makes me smile.
On a bit of a sadder note, I feel more alone than ever. Has everyone left me? I mean, seriously. I have friends, but even they are getting fewer by the days. Maybe its just me going a bit crazy, but I miss people. I feel as if I want to do all these things but can't. I want to go out. I want to be back on the dating scene. I want to go out being pretty. I want to get awesome grades. I want to do TWLOHA UNF. I want to take a road trip. I want to go out kayaking in the still of the morning. I want to travel. I want to go to a different country. I want to experience different things. I just feel like I'm by myself in all of this. But its like one of my friends said the other day. Life is changing for the better. Just think about the good stuff. Don't dwell on the bad. I will be okay. I just have to focus on the good.
October 15, 2009
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