This Is Odd

How can this be? I guess I'm not meant to see these sort of things. But for the first time in a long time, I'm truly happy. Like head over heels happy. I don't remember ever falling for a guy this hard this fast. It is odd. This isn't supposed to happen. Then again, maybe this is why it is meant to be. It is like life. According to regular life, I'm not supposed to be in college, helping with TWLOHA, psych major, math minor, mentoring, etc but I am. The same is true with this guy. Yes, he is a yankee. Yes, he is a bit weird sometimes. Yeah, he has some intense chest hair. But in the end, I'm falling for him. He makes me so happy. Whenever I leave him (which I never want to do), I get in my car and let out a little scream. I just seem to have so much joy that it has to escape somehow. I don't remember being this happy because of a guy. I'm truly blessed. Let's just hope I don't screw it up.